Post by CALVIN TAYLOR LOPEZ on Dec 4, 2010 15:12:41 GMT -5
calvin taylor lopez
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dear willow,
we've been friends for years, i know. like, since we could walk on our own basically. probably even before that. we've been neighbors forever and we're best friends. however, i'm starting to feel a whole hell of a lot more for you than friendship. i actually think that i'm starting to fall in love with you. i'm sorry that you're mom died all those years ago and that my mom hasn't been the most supportive of you because of your dad. it's definitely not your fault that he decided to marry someone a lot younger, someone that could be your sister. i mean, she's twenty four.it's almost sick in a way.just know that despite what my mom says, i'm still going to look out for you, even if it means that i have to do so from a distance.
also, i'm sorry about the trouble that i brought along to you. yes, i do drink and i do party. and i know that's not your life style but i can't change what i like. i've never forced my way of life onto you and i never will. i guess it goes back to the whole in love with you thing. i'm not sure why i'm telling you all of this but i'm guessing it's because i want to try and have something more with you. but, i'm afraid to lose what i have already. i'm eighteen and afraid of what could be between us. lame, i know.
anyway, i love you.
calvin.
as he finished writing this, calvin crumpled up the paper and tossed it over his shoulder, listening to the thud as it hit the bottom of the wastebasket behind him.
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