Post by JAKOB ELIAS THORNE on Dec 6, 2010 18:19:01 GMT -5
jakob elias thorne
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There are times in your life where you just...know where you're headed. It's not that it's predictable or anything, it's just that moment where everything has fallen into place perfectly. I had that moment and I felt that I didn't have to worry anymore. I have the job, the money, the girlfriend, I'm going to get married. Or, so I thought. I'm not saying that I'm not getting married...I'm just confused as to what I want to do now. I mean, I used to be this carefree, rough and tumble, jeans and t-shirt kind of guy. Now, it seems, I only get to wear jeans on the weekends and my playfulness has all but evaporated.
I'm determined to reach the top of the corporate ladder when it comes to this firm but, dammit, things are just starting to spiral out of control and I know that if I don't do something, I'm going to lose everything. I guess I can blame myself for all of this. Or I could blame her. No matter what though, I have to figure something out before I go fucking crazy. I'm twenty seven years old and I'm acting as if I'm fifty. What has become of me? Ugh. I'm sick and tired of not knowing anymore. Should I stay with my fiance? Should I quit my job? I honestly don't know anymore...I wish I was someone else. At least for now.
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